bekks.corner 5/26/26

What does being high on life feel like?

It feels like a natural drug.

Feeling like everything is coming together and I have it all together. Seeing the improvement and seeing the changed and feeling the confidence coming back.

Loving myself.

You've got Coke, crystal, herion, alcohol, codeine, oxy, and weed.

But also dopamine, serotonin, Endorphins, adrenaline, and Oxytocin.

Your either taking drugs or on your own drugs.

Going 70 mph on the freeway because the music is good and regardless of the day you had your feeling great.

Now your going 80 and everythings hitting, your seeing the future, the potential you have, and what you will have.

The lyrics are crashing into the chemicals your already on and suddenly your going 90.

And then you have to slow down because reality hits and realize nothing lasts forever.

When the trailer is late but it's time to do what you do best and you know you can do it.

Throwing things around and in sync with everyone.

The adrenaline, the sweat, and the rush of knowing your at least good at that.

But thats the only way you feel valued, great, and wanted.

And thats all you chase and want.