bekks.corner

Does anyone know why we just randomly get sad, just want to cry or just stay in bed all day.

I always think I can handle it on my own.

That's what I've always done.

Whether it's my parents kicking me, boyfriends, or myself. All by myself.

But it sucks, not feeling like you're in control of your emotions.

The random feeling to cry, just stay in bed all day or randomly get sad on a friday afternoon.

It definitely amplifies the feelings that we already present. Why are women programmed the way we are? Why is it everything going wrong or one thing wrong, can send us over the edge.

But we can pull ourselves together.

The moment somebody calls our name and we wipe our tears and act like everything is fine.

The act, the act of acting like everything is fine and flipping it off like a switch.

We've become so independent and we're just keep going whether our friends family or significant others can help.

We still get up every morning and put on our work clothes and leave for work.

Why can't I let him in and let him help?

Is it because i'm so broken or because I can do it by myself.

Why do I feel so overwhelmed with my emotions right now?

How mentally fucked am I.