a b c dont even feel

A sudden burst of happiness

Begins with just a gaze

Cant help but search again

Don’t help but watch it fade

Everlasting love i worship

Feelings you just want to worsen

Good in you I need to find

Hiding behind any burst of light

I need you in my life again

Just as I swear you once did

Kidding with the finding

Losing isnt hiding

Mornings i just miss

“Nothing is worst than this”

Over and under but everything is black

Please i need you to come back

Quiet is all you ask

Riding this wave of darkness

Sailing into this heartless sea

Trading nothing but you and me

Under the covers I wait in tears

Velvet shorts I want you here

Wallowing in fear you seem to disappear

Xylophones you used to hear

Yelling is all you seem to flare

Zero percent you dont even care

A part of me I need to hear you say

Be with me every day

Care for me and lets just play

Dont leave me i need you to stay

Everything is better with you

Forgive the hurt i brought upon but you

Gray, I would wait forever even if you gave up.

im over it

2/09/2020