paranormal people playing

i see things, even though i know they’re not there.

why am i in such despair?

why do i even care?

why am i so fucking scared?

paranormal activity inside my head,

why? why aren’t i dead?

why? why aren’t i dead?

i… i’m so fucking red.

living doesn’t make any sense.

why am i so goddamn tense?

every breath feels like suspense,

heartbeats loud, it’s pounding, dense.

i’m trapped inside my own defense.

why? why aren’t i dead?!

tear me apart, rip through my head.

bloodshot eyes, my mind’s misled.

my body can’t take a big enough breath.

i live life like i’m depressed.

my physicality’s in distress.

i am at my own expense.

shadows paralyze my sight.

everything blurs, and i’m petrified.

08/15/2025

im over it