fools paradise

when did my happiness have a price?

a smile i chose to sacrifice

living allegory, fools paradise

overlooked more than twice

every weekend nights i go home with anger

taking slander from every stranger

dehumanizing hang over

cant give a colder shoulder

can barely keep my composure

every inch i take closer

walk out barely sober

im over it

taken too much shit

… beat up bit

up and split or ill end up with my wrists slit

for having to put up with never ending bullshit a game i thought i could easily quit

but im stuck still standing listening to dicks

that cant even admit there fucking pricks at times the truth underlines and there minds collide given from a line of k or coke they stand and choke woke up broke or end with a stroke im opening up with these words i say day by day i love a replay but hate a relay what i really mean is this is a fools paradise listen to lose more than once or twice it wont suffice so why sacrifice a never ending debt in life.

im over it

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