absurdity is all i speak

absurdity is all i speak

are you sensitive or weak

honestly is all i leak

im known to be outlandish

you cant stand this?

ill vanish and manage

no i didn’t plan this

but your convinced

leads to conflicts

who restricts and contradicts

then constricts when i dont inflict

its saddening

quiet maddening

your not understanding

reprimanding

commanding

demanding

has been withstanding

for far too long

thinking where did i go wrong

realizing iv been entitled all along

over your feelings

concealing im dealing

wont deny im misleading

shy retreating

deceiving

your mistreating

threatening with leaving

to stop breathing

brain dead bleeding

you need me here but you want me happy

those cannot coexist dont trap me

how uncanny

can, cant he

i guarantee we will never agree

oh you disagree

i foresee

the obvious need

this cant proceed

ill flea with my honest absurdity

im over it

3/14/24