unwanted

not sure what just happened.

left last text on opened…

should i stop myself now?

before you figure a way out

dont tell me its myself doubt

saying your words aloud

friends as opposite genders

have underlying intensions

reflection upon past connections

and i dont want to question

but youve continually mentioned

confession? my direction

i think protection but turned obsession

i want you to make the correction

muting myself for the prevention

of pure rejection, misperception

is this all stemming from unwanted talks

you wont have because just the thoughts

of loss are much worse than to enforce

when you take each course can you sort

i want to support but will you overexert

leaving us both just sad and hurt

self sabotaging sickness

my minds weakness

wonderful illness

im over it

7/22/2024