um a little numb

im feeling a little numb.

my mouth is tasteless

teeth bite my tongue

the mirror looks faceless

my mind can’t help but run

im feeling faithless

staring at the ceiling,

hoping it might crack

the silence isn’t healing—

it keeps dragging me back

im drowning in the static,

swerving ghosts i can’t outrun,

my limbs are growing frantic,

but my mind is set to none

the air is cold but hollow,

a weight bringing headaches.

i scream but never swallow,

hands shake violently,

like something’s breaking through,

but all i see is irony—

there’s nothing left to lose.

my body is a void,

i want to avoid

the edges that cut,

the spaces destroyed.

the air feels too thick,

mind’s playing tricks,

i run but im cornered

by my own existence

i can’t break away,

im lost in decay.

every breath i take

i fade further away

trapped in the noise,

no silence, no poise.

the static inside me

is stealing my voice

i spiral in circles,

alone and faithless.

death calls my name,

its hard to fight it

i swallow the blame

but can’t rewrite it.

If i disappear,

would it mean im free?

or just erase

whats left of me?

my memory is a toy

every thought’s a distortion,

a glitch in my brain

im sinking in shadows,

forgetting my name.

my veins run with silence,

my heart skips the beat.

i live in the violence

that no one can see.

every breath is a burden,

a weight i can’t hold,

i shiver through coldness,

but i never feel cold.

the walls start to cave,

why am i still here.

trapped in this grave,

everything is unclear

i want to bleed

why am i alive?

i could scream,

but still i survive

my body is a void,

my mind is a maze,

i cant find the exit,

just wander for days.

the silence is screaming,

it deafens my soul,

im tethered to nothing,

a half-empty whole.

im feeling a little numb.

my mouth is tasteless

teeth bite my tongue

the mirror looks faceless

my mind can’t help but run

im feeling faithless