static stapled smile

everything kind of tastes like static

finally spurned all the screaming

It’s kind of nice to not hear my head panic

almost like I could drift off dreaming

but then reality sets in

red blood escapes my veins

never ending sentence

stuck inside these chains

my eyes will stare with vengeance

my smile begins to smear

wishing you out of existence

i hate it when youre here

i sit alone in silence

with my unwanted fear

caution taped in violence

looking at my mirror

my stomach growls with envy

mouth made to frown

mental states too empty

my body wants to drown

everything kind of tastes like static

finally spurned all the screaming

It’s kind of nice to not hear my head panic

almost like I could drift off dreaming

but then reality sets in

and i get filled with blame

never ending existence

thoughts to blow my brain

my eyes will flood pure red

my smile reveals my teeth

taunting pearly white dead

forgetting how to breathe

i sit with all the voices

they scream inside my ear

they tell me that I’m worthless

when i fed myself the fear

im over it

9/13/2024