phoenix

I feel the fire crawling up my spine

every word you said

left a mark in my mind

you help light the match

too quickly you detach

and then i was labeled insane

now im a fucking flame

but it’s not just the heat

it’s the hurt and the shame

fuck im leeking with pain

im burning im burning

i wanna fade away,

like a wildfire rising

you fanned the blaze

i want you back again

wishing you were rain

even if it’s in my brain

in denial or insane

i can’t escape

inferno for fucking eternal

but im here to stay

every touch was fuel

every kiss a spark

now im standing alone

in the ashes, in the dark

you walked away

while i stayed behind

scorched by the heat

of loving you blind

im over it

10/15/2024