lung collapse

is my chest caving in?

or is it mentally within?

is everything really mental…

accidental detrimental damage

how can i manage,

i think i need a lung lavage

every time my chest expands

i can hear that things command

i must withstand,

find something to do with my now empty hands

jolly ranchers, lollipops, pretty rocks

but fuck this sucks,

every single craving,

thought of decaying

i cant keep caving in

my lungs now too thin

or is it mentally within?

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its mentally within right?

put it out of sight

its worse at night

i have to fight

i have to break the routine

I WANT TO SCREAM

any annoyance, im mean

every little noise is fucking obscene

am i being extreme?

WANT TO WATCH ME CAUSE A SCENE

sorry sorry im battling addiction

tough position but its my mission

cough in critical condition

i myself am a frustration

irritation abomination

entering day four INFORMATION

starvation, hesitation evaporation

immobilization im in agitation

dedication for my respiration

IN NEED REHABILITATION

so i am fighting myself

its me thinking im overwhelmed

i am also helping my mental health

fucking relate anyone else?

im over it

3/28/24