leeches lunch

a little fucking leech

and i know i let you latch

im a girl who likes to think

ill get away without a scratch

but im just as sick as you are

they told me to call the cops

but i drove around in my car

inhaled twenty tears by three stops

and you gave me more than a  bruise

i let you use and you used and you used used used

i knew that you were just too sick

but you had to go and aim a glock at my head

tell me things that made me wish i was dead

ever met a narcissist with a fucking brain tumor

let me explain so it’ll get in your head quicker

he loved himself so much

that when he realized

i didnt love him just as much

he almost wanted me pulverized

almost became a leeches lunch

but i was all too famalierized

my mother like him was a sponge

so i categorized

what i had memorized with my mastermind mom

and i survived because of how i was designed

and he put down the gun

im over it

10/07/2024