byebye bloodclot basement

scorching red anger running through every vein

mouthless screaming that i strain

every muscle in agonizing pain

every drop of blood id like to drain

i want to bang my head against the frame

blame my brain: same game, aim to aim

release at anyone and everyone in the way

i want to watch the world go up in flames

ice picks gauging out my eyelids

teeth marks on the inside of my lips

razor blades slicing on the side of my hips

blood pools left from each of my fingertips

im rotting restlessly in my misery

endlessly wanting to stab at my arteries

my body’s a burden like disease

harboring worries only death can release

distorted voices screech of violence

id rip off my ears to just hear silence

pulling apart my jaw with persistence

my tongue tastes copper in consequences

my body is both the weapon and victim

chewing gums conformed to cannibalism

both hands slaughter my essence

boiling me alive with ill intentions

chomping and choking on my self loathing

dander deepening into decomposing

bloodlust caused the lack of controlling

pulling away will end my suffering

stop the bleeding the anger the hurting

now in silence, and bloodclots out of sight

left where the rage resides but no longer bites

though scares still haunt they won’t define

the flicker of light beams in my mind

though broken, i still survived

leaving the basement forever behind.

im over it

05/10/2024