bedridden brain

too much attention

fucked my perception

gave you redemption

aimed with intention

my brain is still haunted

it’s like it’s recorded

my blood that you wanted

my nightmares distorted

I see you and a gun

over my funeral bed

laughing like you won

sick sweet revenge

I can’t even run

I’ll fall off the ledge

what fucking fun

replaying that event

eyes shut and see the barrel

scared youll come find me

god you really went feral

like you do when i sleep

my brain is still haunted

it’s like it’s recorded

my blood that you wanted

my nightmares distorted

youre lucky i didnt report

im known to be a runner

couldnt face you in court

just please put him under

sentenced for life

inside my mental

he sacrificed

not sentimental

i vandalized

it’s detrimental

both paid a price

i fell to the ground pleading

you wouldnt stop screaming

i say i wont be leaving

but its still off with my head

im over it

8/30/24